Friday, May 24, 2013
My mind is busy. I question everything, whether I got angry to quickly, if I should've put a hat on them, whether they should really have that Publix Cookie. And then in a sudden moment, I see Caleb struggling to make friends at a play date and I see something in him that I sometimes forget. I see his humanity. I see him hurt and scared and sweet. I see his heart at its very core and it makes my heart swell. There are times, like these, that seem so small and I'm sure I won't remember. But I hope I do. Because I love these moments. Caleb is an unbelievable child that is only so great because God created him. God gave me an amazing little boy. He's so amazing that I get used to it, that I forget how amazing he really is. I'm so proud of him, so very proud. I love him more than I ever thought I could, I love both my children so much that I don't know how I could love them more. Yet each day, I do. I'm so blessed to be their mom.